Hey you!
I think I'm in love with you
Not sure how to put it in words
But I know I'm totally into you

Hey you!
You are so fine
Yet I'm so full of imperfection
Guess I can only see you from afar
Hoping you will love me too

Hey you!
I'm touched by your kindness
The accidental second meeting
Have made me keep missing you

Hey you!
I hope I'll see you again
I hope you're feeling the same
I hope you're missing me too
I want you to know that I always do!
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Hey you!
I LOVE YOU~













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Perfume.. The Scent That Reminds Me of Losing You

As I’m walking on the street among the many people
There is a familiar scent, maybe it’s you
As if time stopped for a moment, with the faraway memories
I stood still and looked around

My heart starts to pound without knowing
I guess my heart remembers that perfume
No one else probably noticed, you’re probably not the only one who uses it
But I stop because of that familiar scent

Your scent that made me sad
Your scent that made me stop in place
Makes me think of our love, our memories, one by one

The memories that I thought I erased
I remember them because of that perfume
No one else probably noticed, you’re probably not the only one who uses it
But I stop because of that familiar scent

Our goodbye that is fading away
The painful love, the painful memories
They find me again, making my heart cry
What can I do to forget you?

I keep thinking about your scent
Your scent that makes me miss you
It hurts me more and more, makes me shed tears
I long for you, who has left me, so I am standing still, standing still



Credit to: http://www.kpoplyrics.net/kwill-noel-perfume-lyrics-english-romanized.html#ixzz2sntFGPyf 
Image: Google Search

The Rain Sound..Is That You Calling?

A guy like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers
So I shut my mouth.. I bury love inside the farewell
Outside the window.. the forgotten rain and wind blows

In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness

I walk alone on the streets
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie

I lock even myself in the memories.. How about you?
This weather.. this temperature.. this passing wind.. will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep.. but on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me?
Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel?
I keep thinking of you..

I draw you with a pencil
I erase you with an eraser, that is the falling rain
I draw you out again today..
Will I be able to erase you?

A bright red umbrella
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry

Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers

On a rainy day, I fell for you
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much

From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart
..and you thickly remain
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in

I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

Dear sky, please help me
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget him..

Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you..

On rainy days, I always run into you...



For the original lyrics (Credit to): http://www.kpoplyrics.net/bap-rain-sound-lyrics-english-romanized.html

Pic, credit to Google Image and the website related to it (through search)

We Were There..

Bokura Ga Ita (Quotes)

"Happiness is hot chocolate on a cold day." -Yamamoto Nana (episode 3)

"One thing I'm especially good at is finding Yano, whenever or wherever he may be. Because he's the one I love." -Takahashi Nana (episode 4)

"I wish I could rewrite my past. If I could, I'd do all I could... If it would stop you from crying. But... that's impossible. My past won't change. That's why... we need to make my past pale in comparison to our present." -Yano Motoharu (episode 8)

"If people could do things over, I wonder if they... would choose a different path to walk down. Would they choose people they encounter and choose the things that made them happy? If they only picked the hings that make them happy, how wonderful would life be?" -Takahashi Nana (episode 12)

"Why do people make promises they won't be able to keep?" -Takahashi Nana (episode 12)

"Do you know how to forget an old love? You find a new love. You should completely immerse yourself in it. if that new love is true, then the old love will naturally become part of the past. It's not that you can fall in love with someone new because you forgot the old...It's because you fall in love with someone new that you are able to forget about the old. Only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love." -Takeuchi Ayaka (episode 15)

"Whatever you do or don't do, you're the one who always makes the decision." -Takeuchi Ayaka (episode 15)

"No one actually knows what's best or what the future holds. Until you actually see the results, no one ever knows. So at the very least, why don't we rely on what we do know. Let's keep the feelings that we have right now precious. Even though it seems like our lives never change, they slowly do. And just like how we never notice... the changing of the seasons... the same goes for our hearts." -Takahashi Nana (episode 19)

"Ever since I've met you... I feel like... I've lived to meet you." Yano Motoharu (episode 26)

"We were all indeed here. We lived here... I came to love him... I loved her... Receiving so many blessings... and a countless number of feelings... Learning each other's strengths and weaknesses... yes... indeed... we were here." -Takahashi Nana and Yano Motoharu (episode 26)

-credit: http://hikaruyamato.blogspot.com

Darkness

I looked up

I can see nothing

The darkness put up a pitch black color in front of me

Make me feel weak

Feeling hopeless

My eyes got all teary

I wonder what is in this cold night air

Is it dust?

Or is it a sad feeling makes me in denial

Resist to be true to myself

I closed my eyes

and I'm still in darkness

There's no difference of being awake and sleep

Knowing that darkness in my heart

get me all blinded in sorrow stitched all over me

Love is a stone

Hard and cold

Like you..who's getting away from my sight

Haru~

Hurt

Loving someone hurt
sometimes, hurts yourself

Just a simple reason
That person can't move on
from being hurt

It's a classic love scene

We hurt ourselves for loving someone
, hurt ourselves for caring about someone
, hurt ourselves for knowing that someone still can't open up for you

Now..it's here come the next question

Are you willing to wait for that person?
Wait for that person to return your love?
Wait for that person to love you back?

Tick tock..
Tick tock..

How long?
and...how strong are you?




Haru~

Love? Funny isn't it?

Is this what we call love?
Is this how it actually feels?

Honestly I forgot how it feels
Till yesterday..when he was in front of me
Even though we are just friends, but why am I so nervous?

Is it just a crush?

Or it is love?


Haru~

Stupidity or Lonely?

I can't stop crying

Stupid anime! Bokura Ga Ita took too much emotion out of me

and I, being the stubborn person here can't move on..listening to the OSTs while tears rolling down on my cheeks

I do wonder, why am I so sad? So upset?

I do think it's the loneliness or maybe the story mirrored too much of my love life even though it was long time ago..
and I mean it..a very very long time ago

I do think now, I need someone
Out of stupidity for shooed someone away last time
Now I know, I'm so lonely

I need someone..
who love me for me, regardless of me being fat, unpretty
who will lend his ears to listen to my problems and hug me when I cry because of it
whom I can rest my head on his lap to nap
whom I can hug from behind
who will give me a surprise kiss
who will grab my hand and walk together
who will pull me towards his chest, hug me and comfort me and whisper softly that he loves me
who will get jealous if there are somebody else after me
who will act childishly to get my attention and I can fight him over that or maybe scold him 'Stupid! I do love you'
argh~ there are so many things I need

Will I ever find one?
I don't know....





Honestly..I really don't know



Haru~

Him.. (Part 1)

Atsushi Otani

I can say I know this guy through Lovely Complex

and he's one of the guys I've watched and admired

He's not tall, kinda short

Not really good looking but kinda cute

A bit harsh when talking but really caring about other people

Clueless sometimes, guess it's just a denial habit

Childish sometimes but can be romantic too

Masculine or I can say behave manly

A typical boy/man type

Firm but sometimes shy

I like the way he talks

The way he shows his jealousy

The way he cares

The way he excels in basketball regardless how short he is

He's a good friend and I can see a good boyfriend too

Really hold on to his promise

and I can see a gentleman in him which rarely shows 

Haru~

Swollen

I never knew
Watching an anime called Bokura Ga Ita
Will cause my eyes this swollen
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Luckily tomorrow is Sunday
..and suddenly I feel like..
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I need a boyfriend..*Sigh~*
Yano-kun..

Just..can't go on

Bokura Ga Ita..


I just started to watch it yesterday
Finished 10 episodes in 1 night
But I just can't go on..can't move to another episode

The story felt so real
I'm hurt inside, seeing Yano-kun acts like a jerk
I'm just too emotional, as if I'm in Takahashi's shoes

It's too heart breaking
Knowing Yano-kun can't really move on
I can't keep my eyes dry while watching this

*Sigh~*

A Girl..

Yes, I'm a girl
Love to watch the sky from my bed
To enjoy the smell of the rain from my room
Locked inside the small square space and speak my mind out

What do I do?
I prefer lying on my bed for hours
Enjoy flustering my heart with love crush to all anime heroes that I admired

And yes, that's how I got the name
Haru..
Even though there are others whom I really love
Usui, Kirito, Otani, Kazehaya..too many to mention

Guess tonight will be a long night where I got to spend more time online
How I wish, there will come a time where I meet the guy that I love
As good as in the anime..